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jo saia's avatar

This spoke to my soul, Susan. The ecstasy of the bittersweet. The ache of joy. The pain of spiritual desire. My journey? Approaching the age of 71, I am feeling like I am finally coming home to myself. The self that I have tried to change, alter, twist and bend in efforts to be what I thought I should be. And now, realizing, that the journey has been to accept who I am, love who I am, express who I am, and sit with the poignancy of all of this as I approach the end of the road here on earth. Exquisitely aware of the joy of self discovery, the joy of connection with the earth and its trees, plants, and creatures. And the awareness of the temporariness of it all. To reach that simultaneous time of hello and anticipated goodbye. To love fiercely with a soft touch and not a strong grip. To feel boundaries while also anticipating losing all boundaries. To feel alive in the face of the reality of death. And be moved to tears with the beauty, the sadness, the feeling that cannot be described.... To be grateful for this moment and everything that it contains.

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Howard Freeman's avatar

Reading this reminded me of a parallel in the movie “Inception.” [Not a spoiler…] In the movie, there were places people would go to be put into deep sleep for long periods of time, not so they could dream but rather so they could wake up and know what reality is.

Similarly, I tend to listen to happy music *when* I feel something; I listen to sad music *in order to* feel something.

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